escape from NY -sEung b. Kim

Having dropped a ton of fat, I see life in new perspective.. what I
enjoy now is to be contributary.. so whatever I do, I will focus on
being of use.. I mean I am here for bigger reasons than myself..
selfishness is most hideous an affliction. Now I only ask that I lay
back in complete tranquility..being at the age in which this can be
possible.. Restless shifting in anticipation won't do.. that's what
kids do at Xmas, but i have outgrown that.. I don't need big stereo
equiptment though it would be interesting to have such things in my
possession. I need people in my life.. and I was hoping CTP was the
place to meet new people and get to know them better.. they say
selfishness is a defense against a bigger form of tyranny.. they say
God is Love.. I dunno.. if he ain't Love, than Tuff.. i wish God were
Love.. but what is ideal isn't always the case.. I mean, I wish I had
$100 in my pocket, but i don't.. if he ain't Love, than Tuff..

-sEung b. Kim