interesting/disturbing dream

interesting/disturbing dream

took a nap for a short while... got an uncontrolable need to sleep for
a moment... and dreamt:

I was at Lowe's [lumber supply place] with my cousin buying materials
for some job we had...

this went on almost endlessly... picking wood and one conversation
with a guy I don't remember...

more tagging along with Freddy since he's the smarts & I the helper

then through the check out line... long line...

then out... or almost out... Freddy was ahead of me, leading the
attendant to the truck [a van I think, actually--- this comes into
play soon]

As I was coming out... to leave... I spotted a familiar figure in
ablack nylon aviator's jacket... eye contact... and it was Fawn...

this was early morning, before dawn

I smiled... she looked shocked... and sort of whispered "talk to you
later..." and zipped on into the store in her zippy way... blonde
curls breezing back... I said "What???" not having seen her in way too
many days...

"Jack will hear... you know that." she whispered.

Then she stopped looked up eye to eye with me and said: "You know how
I feel." her stare into my eyes was close and hard to explain.

"Later." she said and was gone into the crowded store.

I went into the huge parking lot to find Freddy... one end to the
other... no Freddy. [it didn't help that I couldn't remember what he
drove, or even if it was a van or truck]

At the other end of this huge "supercenter" was a "grocery" area to
try to spot Freddy and of course leave Fawn be, so this was difficult,
because I WANTED Freddy to find me, but not make Fawn think I was
annoying her, since she "promised" that we'd talk later, and she
always eventually keeps her promise.

No Freddy.

Back to the parking lot... dawn is peeking over the hill.

back inside... a long hallway seperating the two parts of Lowe's had
been waxed... I looked around and saw no one looking so I slipped over
the "Wet Floor" sign/rope and SLID down the long hallway... this was a
lot like a ballet... ***an arty action scene***

back through and then outside... it had become early morning now...
not as many cars... no Freddy but I could see her little brown mini
van way over by what probably is the "warehouse loading area" quite a
few people were around and I HAD to go that way since every other area
had no trace of Freddy.

Walked by and was luckily un noticed...

Noticed her mini van was packed to the brim with what seemed camping
gear [sleeping bags, etc] and noticed the several people she was with
[she was sort of arranging and loading Lowe's stuff so didn't see me,
the others didn't know me or I them]

They all seemed to have a sort of "1970's" look, much like I do in
some ways. Caught a good look at one of the guys, a sort of chubby
curley haired guy I seem to know from somewhere.

He was pontificating something intellectual or political or both...
way to boring for me to remember now... I noticed a couple of the
women... 1970's types as well... one was sort of swearing in a "hip"
kind of way... Jack was not there.

I walked back to the area I started from and glanced back to see her
car in the distance... then I thought... no, I've got to speak with
her...

started walking back... and they drove away... I stood at the spot
where they were feeling lonesome and curious... outside I noticed lots
of sofas outside, and for some reason I was walking back on them...

I thought, "this ain't right", and tried to climb out of them onto the
sidewalk... couldn't do it, couldn't get over the sofas... and was
very frustrated about this.

Then I awoke, here, in the easy chair.

Not sure what to make of it, as you probably have guessed by now.
Will